Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are are powerful,beyond measures.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were all meant to shine, as children.
It's not just in some of us. It's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Saturday, June 23, 2007

Banana Teo meet Benana Tan

blogspot is lacking a delete button on the tag board haha.
in christ alone i place my trust.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i take out a pistol from my breast pocket
*swish*
i unclogged the trigger
*click*
i aim..
*aim*
i fired
*ben ben ben ben ben ben ben*

u just got ben-ed

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Fears erased
inadequate no more
light like a feather
feeling comfortable
gain a friend
hope back wad was lost
never felt like this before
broke through not by my strength
got to play wif chicken, rather intresting
caught hannah doing something realli SPASTIC YEAH!
bought a spy!
encouragements all around, never felt so loved
learn to trust
learn to have faith
never know 2 days 1 nite seem like 3day 2 nitesnever changing father =)
learn to have unity teamwork
prayers do come true! felix prayed next 30sec we got a cab! we were liek in some ulu area in sambawang
God loves felixs so do i!
be an example to others
new season new challenges time to to plant seeds
sp lcamp rocks! totalli recharged!
Thanks be to God

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Friday, June 15, 2007

faith, where can she be!
its been like wad 1month or more. gosh i hope she is doing fine.
hahahaha ok ok candice helped alot! she practically came out wif faith.
see acknowledgement. thanks!
sorry haha i jus red(pass tense of read) it,
(creativity)
than i decided to use faith as her name yup

gosh kill me! lcamp.. stress pressure. PLUS tht lovely Boy is in my group.
so blessed by God. he wans me to owned him earlier haha. hidden blessing

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

rotton, discarded, erroded, consumed, distorted, betrayed, left behind, ignored, foul smell, rubbish, rusted.

life of a trashcan.

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Monday, June 11, 2007

wad hurts the most is when i find anything tht displeases me my dear girl =)

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Friday, June 08, 2007

safe is where i wanna be.

1.Mummy
2.God
3.comforter/pillows/fc
4.Goldy(pet/friend dog)
5.Friends
6.music
7.food
8.lisa(maid)
9.msn
10.toilet

dota today. ownage. me, dav,felix darling and robert(jian yang)
VS
small eyes ssac, malcolm, clement and brandon

hahaha 2 wins 0 lost! haha
so happy to see the guys together. jy! miss tht idiot. hoping and praying u will come back to us. cos i realli looked up to u. sadden when u fall. but i hope its a new beginning.
never had so much fun in ages! dota realli brings people together. thanks dota creator!
today also had a scary part when clem got angry wif brandon. cos clem knowing his temper and character. like they argued wif each other so yeah. scared hope brandon understands. fun fun fun fun! super hyper now.
sore eyes didnt go work! i hope tml sore eyes too.than saturday recover =) thts the best!

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

we have been madly in love,
slightly in love,
dreaming about love,
recovering from love,
reflecting from love,
reflecting on it,
wondering where it is,
where is went,
when is it coming back
if it's coming back
we have all been there.

have we looked at places where we least expect? (eg siblings,parents,relative,God)
have we given back any?
have we showed or returned any?
have we appreciated?
have we treasured it?

hope i did

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

took a taxi goin to holland v to meet the emily jerlyn eileen evon lynn and felix and setters cafe to play board games its super fun. the games cannot be found in spore so yeah super cool its a brilliant idea! we played a train game! and a brainstrainer game its something like we gotta write a word on a card and use a head band(ben) to clip the card hahah! super fun!! oh man lets go again! and stay longer!
than head down to church, took a cab wif lynn and lix hahaha. when we got off lynn told the taxi driver wasnt wearing and bottoms!! she 1st took noticed his feet than no shoes and slowly his legs and ermhum hahaha dun think she saw anything probably he is wearing his boxers. wah damn gross la if he wasnt..church was amazing fuel was great! we learn abt out the five love languages, touch, acts of service, words, time and lastly gifts! i realli dun know which one iam. probably ALL, thts wad i call loverable! weee. macs for dinner, as usual jason demoralizing me.. abt my height '' i think jerlyn taller than u, or i can touch this u can anot? or hows the air down there, or wah my legs longer than ur body'' so while he eats his strawberry sundae! haha i gross him out. haha ben nose blood! he asked for it =) jerlyn shoot him back haha too tall also no good! everyone cracked out
i met emmy!!! she looked lovely better than last time super auntie! and she seem taller must be heels the cheatery! made me looked shorter. she is still as bubbly as usual and yeah! caught up a little. u owe me lunch!
fri! went out wif candice to cine she arrived earlier than me. wo, had subway for dinner spoilt little kid hahaa she onli will eat parmesan oregan(its a type of bread) die die must eat tht. so she waited for 30mins! than after 30mins there wasnt still so yeah back to square one! so she ate hearty lol, caught shrek 3 haha must watch freakin funny!!! laugh like mad! the whole show rocks hard!
ur money is worth the while! haha better than pirates of the carriben! if u dont wanna spend DL! wahaha. jus pray u wont get caught =) lovely! 2 realli realli fun days! thank you lord! for blessing me wif such lovely frens!
oh i took felix phone during fuel jus to scare him cos he is super duper carelessss! haha and i forgot to return him. lol than i only realised when i reached home haha his dad calling his phone! hahahahaha! sorry bro trouble and scared u! see la so careless. meetin tht idiot tml at 1 and goin for tech a while. and see see hope ill be able to learn something. not very entu abt it =(
hate the new fuel groupings damn it my heart is still not settled
knowing i will not like be wif the guys anymore after 6months again when they move to AF cell
all of us are splitted according to schs, hc/acs/njc/poly
freak

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lol 11pm i think it was a tuesday nick and his fren walked to my hse cos his girl fren( girl and a fren) stays near me! like 10mins walk, hahaha he called me but my phone was on the sofa and its on silent mode so my dog made super lot of noise, my brother went out to check and he came back into the house and told me someone was looking for me. i was.. like which wanker wanna look for me at 11pm.. must be i provoked him or insult him so he probably not happy( was thinking tht to myself). turn out to be nicky and shermin(correct spelling candice)! a new girl tht just accepted christ in trinity!!! wahhhhhhhhh! and like yay! got someone to accompany me home!woots! sorry nick! hahahhaah kidding la, shes all urs. like wahh its seriously freaky so coincidental. oh wells my hse owns! woots but its jus for investment. shall have a house warming before me sell or rant it! pray tht my dad allow =) bball today, its awesome. man.. need to play more! getting lazy and fat. hmm time to train up, need to invest in new socks, blisters all over.

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